Jar Of Hearts♪

Rasa kantuk mulai mengusik kegiatanku. Aku memang jarang tidur larut malam, entah mengapa. Mataku selalu tak kuat menahan kantuk.

Aku masih duduk termenung menatap layar monitor sambil menggerakan jari-jari tanganku yang indah diatas keyboard. Ditemani sebuah lagu yang terus ku putar berulang-ulang. Entah sudah berapa kali aku mengulangnya. 5, 6, 7, 10, lebih, tak terhitung. Rasanya aku nyaman dengan lagu ini. Tiada bosannya aku mendengarkan lagu ini berkali-kali, diulang lagi dan lagi.

Sebuah lagu yang di nyanyikan Christina Perri berjudul "Jar Of Hearts" mampu membuat malam minggu kali ini terasa lebih "galau". Walaupun sebenarnya aku sedang tidak dalam posisi galau. Lagu ini memang mampu menyulap setiap pendengarnya merasakan perasaan yang teramat susah untuk aku jelaskan.

You know, I can't take one more step, towards you

Cause all that's waiting is regret

And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore

I lost the love, I loved the most

I learned to live, half alive

And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are

Running round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the eyes inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Who do you think you are

I hear you're asking all around

If I am anywhere to be found

But I have grown too strong

To ever fall back in your arms

I learned to live, half alive

And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are

Running round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the eyes inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Who do you think you are

Dear, it took so long, just to feel alright

Remember how you put back the light in my eyes

I wish, that I had missed the first time that we kissed

Cause you broke all your promises

And now you're back

You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are

Running round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the eyes inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are...