Rasa kantuk mulai mengusik kegiatanku. Aku memang jarang tidur larut malam, entah mengapa. Mataku selalu tak kuat menahan kantuk.
Aku masih duduk termenung menatap layar monitor sambil menggerakan jari-jari tanganku yang indah diatas keyboard. Ditemani sebuah lagu yang terus ku putar berulang-ulang. Entah sudah berapa kali aku mengulangnya. 5, 6, 7, 10, lebih, tak terhitung. Rasanya aku nyaman dengan lagu ini. Tiada bosannya aku mendengarkan lagu ini berkali-kali, diulang lagi dan lagi.
Sebuah lagu yang di nyanyikan Christina Perri berjudul "Jar Of Hearts" mampu membuat malam minggu kali ini terasa lebih "galau". Walaupun sebenarnya aku sedang tidak dalam posisi galau. Lagu ini memang mampu menyulap setiap pendengarnya merasakan perasaan yang teramat susah untuk aku jelaskan.
Lyrics:
You know, I can't take one more step, towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
I lost the love, I loved the most
I learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time
And who do you think you are
Running round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the eyes inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are
I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms
I learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time
And who do you think you are
Running round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the eyes inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are
Dear, it took so long, just to feel alright
Remember how you put back the light in my eyes
I wish, that I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back
And who do you think you are
Running round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the eyes inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
Who do you think you are...
